Im back

owing this differcult time the computer at library was closed. i have non computer to write my blogs. im back quickly writing this has com 45 min to do.

I will write again

I will write my thoughts
I will write my feelings
no one will never shut me up
being me can be sad

being me can be funny

lately not so funny

sad and sad

laying in my pit

crying missing someone

very dear to me

wondering what life

its brings

questions asking why?

I am back in the norm

trying to get on with life.

This is my journney

trying mew things
trying bed&breakfast
having a adventure
with sadness of times


attending a funeral
my Nemo whom I lost
seeing the coffin shocked
tears came after

Bueatiful flowers

Bueatiful service

on a raining damp day

the co-op Funeralcare at Plymouth

was Bueatiful people very understand

very supportive to my needs very helpful

trying to get through that tough day

have a drink to say cheers

go in peace

going home to back home to Bristol
RIP DAD

hyia folks


sorry I am griefing over a death of my father , having a loss like this is heartbreaking right now, I will  write soon darlings.


having a break of writing my blogs.

sorting out stuff

Sorting out stuff out of boxes
seeing memories in the box
a pair of trousers before my ma died
I had them for two years
going dusting in the box




I started to have tears in my eyeballs
thinking should I o would I
it was a tough decide
discussing to myself with tears in my eyeballs


final
pop them in a bag
past to charity shop
final request
feeling upset n down


I want people to wear them
not a sad memory

Having a life

Having a life
is having a time of pleasure
crafting , doing my own thing
going to be a sloth at times

sleeping , resting, aw relaxing

making things that is wearable

making toys

being crafty with my hobby

cleaning more

cleaning up my way of thinking

Having a life

is so great

going on holiday

travelling on coach

visiting a friend

having fun

coming back to Bristol

reflecting

having a life

I am blessed to see things

has  they are?

rain n sunshine

raining all week though
floods in England weather
being blue n down
heavy rain hitting my window
pain of tears
sobbing at my window


sunshine bright
smile all round
happy nation relief
sitting outside
drinking tea


talking about something
rubbish chat
slag people off
stares at people


not speaking keeping silent
keeping your feeling inside
looking at someone
staring at each other
good to keep the peace.

have a feeling

having a feeling
is good
having a chat with family & friends on the fone
great
having thoughts in my head
can be bad
thinking some people hate me
losing a friend
not good
it makes u sad
not speaking to that
gives u ill will towards them


having those feeling
at least we are human